From my view at 60 years high, I feel compelled to apologize for my “selfish” behavior these past 25+ years. In January of 1985, I started my business, and not a day has gone by where I have not acted in a self-serving manner. So I’m guilty. I think about my company all of the time; about how I can improve it in every way, make a better product, bring in more profit, and better serve our customers. Now, with the wisdom that can only come with age, I have this overwhelming need to reconcile past behavior and apologize to those who have suffered because of my selfishness.
I guess I should have been giving all my new ideas away to the competition—you know, to make a level playing field. I’m sure you, as a construction business professional, look forward to sharing bid information and jumping through hoops as new requirements pop up—making it more and more difficult for you to win and run jobs, but easier for your competition.
Yeah…I didn’t think so.
So, for the benefit of those who truly have the best interests of humankind in mind, and understand what makes the United States a great nation, here is my top ten list of why I am so very sorry for starting, building and owning a business:
1 ) I am sorry I set out on my own, willing to accept both the risks and the rewards.
2 ) I am sorry that I have consistently made a profit, year in and year out.
3 ) I am sorry that some of my employees have built their lives around this business.
4 ) I am sorry that all of my profits are not paid out in taxes.
5 ) I am sorry that I have taken great joy in creating something that never existed before.
6 ) I am sorry for my desire to continually improve and to never be satisfied.
7 ) I am sorry that if I live long enough, the government may potentially own more than half my business – however, I do understand that it is their due.
8 ) I am sorry that after 25 years, I still daydream about my business.
9 ) I am sorry for helping several thousand contractors run the business end of their business—kind of like “feeding the beast” if you get my drift.
10 ) I am sorry for my sarcasm in this blog. Sometimes though, I get a little cranky and need to vent.
…sorry about that.
But what does this have to do with a blog for Construction Business Owner magazine? Obviously my “10 Reasons I Am So Very Sorry” is a satirical jab at those that would deny anyone or impede them from the great opportunity of growing a business. Whether you own a construction business or a software company, you should not have to apologize for living the American Dream. The business owner who isn’t “selfish” is the business owner who will fail. It seems to me that people have been confusing selfishness with ambition—and I make no apologies for my ambition.
The risks of owning a business are great, but the rewards can be plentiful. The jobs you help create, the satisfaction of a job well done, the desire to be the best you can be; this is what being a Construction Business Owner is all about.
The kids – my two very bright, freshly minted college graduates – tried to kill this blog. They argued, they begged and they pleaded, but to no avail. So to those I offended, I just have two words for you:
…‘I’m sorry.’
